i dont think any 1 iz going to read this but here gos a howl lot of something, and i hope i dont get in truble for this ..... well my name is alex im 16 yearold guy. and for the longest time ive had a problom that ive had to deal with but i want to talk about it with out any 1 juging me. as fare as any of my frends and family think im a strat teenage guy with a big boob fetish. and i may have liked boobs, but i never rilly injoyed them as much as swimming with some of my guy friends or playing lacros with my team, now saying this is still a new idays to me but i have to edmit to my self thay by now ive told a few of my close frends that i was bui and thay thot i was just messing with them or when i tryed to tell some of my girl friends thy told my its just a trend. but the thing is im my bui "faz" ive been swinnging tords guys alot more than any one who mite nos me well mite think. and im almost willing to say to my self that i mite just be gay, but this isent just a trend or a "faz" or a fad.... ive been like this for almost 2 years now and i keep a lot of my faves on dev. art to show off that im str8. but i want to no if any 1 thinks that im in the right mind set or if any 1 haz come out of the clozet and haz any edvice? cause honistly i have no idea wat my best friend,or my dad wood say if i said im gay....